reposting

here's something I saw while going through my posts and all my drafts..

hehehe

My heart nearly stopped when I saw you online. What made it worse was that I was re-reading the entry about you. And you want to know what makes it even worse? That song that i associate with you is playing. Geez, talk about signs.

There's a dopey smile on my face right now. A smile that's not supposed to be there. I have 30 minutes to chat with you before I call this off and eat lunch.

Oh dear me, what did I get myself into?

scripted

I hate planning these posts. Here's to trying to not state the obvious.

What is it with me and always wanting to complicate my life? I seem to always want to bring all these problems to myself. I knew I shouldn't have let it happen. It wasn't supposed to, but as always, I put meaning in the simplest of things. And me forever assuming and forever wanting, knowing fully well I'm not supposed to want it. And hey, it's bad for my health. It's bad for my well being.

In the long run, it's gonna be even worse.

So much for trying to be someone better than I was the year before.