and that's the way this wheel keeps working now..

I was going for the emo post then I thought better off it. John Mayer's Wheel is playing-- haven;t heard this song in a while and haha, this and a text are threatening to bring out the emo in me.

I believe that my life's gonna see the love I give return to me.

Ok. There. That's it. I just had to post those lyrics.

My ego has been shot down today. I wrote this in my other blog but I'm going to say it again: this "real world" shit is hard. You always want something more. And well, whoever you thought you were, time to start questioning yourself all over again.

the odd jobs I wanna try

Just for the heck of it all. The bunch of things I wanna do right after I graduate, before I actually get a hold on my life and figure out what kind of "career" I want;

1. barista. I really really want this. Last summer, I was so close to being one, but dammit, dammit for my inconsistencies.

2. work in Fully Booked. Speaking of inconsistencies, this was the absolute worst. I was there already. I was there!! But dammit for indecisiveness. I could've been at the harry potter book launch. I could've been at the opening if FB in High Street. But no. Oh no. This is sad.

3. be one of those Outward Bound type of guides. The ones that tag along during class field trips to mountains, beaches, etc. That's just way too cool. I love the outdoors.

4. bartender. Simply because I want someone sing me T-Pain's song when I am one. Haha kidding. Guys, come on. Something good must come out of alcohol. Besides, it gives me an excuse to be out late all the time and be at gigs of bands I love. And well, being around people is fun.

5. flight attendant. Simply because I want to travel. As in really travel. And deym, they pay well. Freakishly well.