I have such a huuuuuge crush on you.

So after more than months of writing that fateful post

Let's talk about a different person:

I like you more than I'm allowing myself to feel.

And so in another bout of self-inflicted martyrdom, I tell myself and in the end, hope I have the guts to tell you: I like you, but please don't like me back.

first post of 2009

And I will tell you I'm in love with you.