wow. how i wish i could relate to this song

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,





There you are standing right in front of me

because i secretly love flowers deep down inside

Yey! Summer in UP usually means sunflowers! Every year, I always make it a point to take a picture of these sunshine-y flowers-- and try and pick one too-- before they die out. So, who wants to go on a late night escapade with me and pick these flowers, military style?

the pics aren't as clear as I would have wanted them to be. Too bad. They looked prettier in the cam.

bittersweet

How bittersweet. More bitter than sweet. Because I decided to read Dani's Multiply blog so that inspired me to check my grades for the second sem too. So I finally checked my grades online last night and there they were. For some reason, the numbers looked incomprehensible and i couldn't figure out how I was supposed to interpret them. So I computed my GWA and there, the calculator does not lie. Strangely enough, I felt nothing. No whoops of joy, no jumping up and down by my lonesome, no sighs of relief. And here it starts to sink in as I stare at them again. Painful acceptance. Resignation of fate, I guess. i find it strangely ironic how I can muster up the best grades ever, knowing this has been the toughest sem I've ever gone through, yet still know it's not enough.