never underestimate

one thing that constantly amazes me is this: never underestimate the power of giving. or never underestimate the people's power to give. it goes something like that.

for the past few days, i've been thinking about a lot of things. well not a lot, just this one particular thing, actually.

fot the most part, i've been thinking "what the hell have i done to deserve this?" it's not that i'm not grateful, far from it in fact, but i just think there's too much wrong with me to deserve all this. i think about all my hangups in life, then think about all the goodness people shower me with. and i keep telling myself, wanting to tell them, "ano ba? i'm not worth that. i'm not worth all that trouble."

call this my insecurity day, call it my paawa effect day, call it my fishing day. but come on, i do have a point, right? tell me you've felt this way at one time or another.

aynako, i don't deserve this...