one of those days

it's one of those days...

...that you just feel confused
...that you don't know what to do
...that nothing makes sense anymore
...that you wonder, "What am i getting myself into?"
...that you start to feel all the consequences of your actions
...that you feel like shit, but don't know why
...that you feel helpless because you can't do anything about it
...that you wish THAT day would never come
...that you feel useless
...that you're not quite sure what's real anymore
...that not even music can make you feel good anymore
...that
...that i'm writing nonsense here.