Wednesday, August 20, 2008

so young

I was so young then. And I thought I knew so much about the world and I wanted to know all there was about the world and because I of that, i thought I knew everything. Or more than the others. That was my downfall. I encouraged others to be open-minded yet I was as close-minded as could be.

Everything there that I gave four years of my college life to, I thought I knew. I was young, ignorant, naive, idealistic.. etc. Now looking back at all of it, I realized how much of it all I got wrong. Mostly because now I realize I had no idea what I was doing or talking about. All I wanted then was to live out the vision of other people. As for me, I had no idea what my vision was.

All that passion and all that energy was misplaced. And no, I'm not being dramatic about it. I just really realized that I was so young. And I was just waiting for something to put my energy into. That something was upsca.

What a sponge I was back then.

Anyway wala langz.

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