optimistic

after today's UPCAT review in E. Rondon High School, i have just come to the conclusion that i am too optimistic. I'm so optimistic about everything that even when shit happens right in front of me, I'll probably still find something good to say about it.

I can think of a thousand reasons why there's nothing wrong with being optimistic, then again, it can always work against me. I could just forget about the glaring reality of things and tell myself, "Everything will be alright in the end."

Cases in point (from today's upcat review):
... not enough members attended
... 50+ tokens to be finished in three hours
... students were restless
... tutors lost their patience so often
... supposedly solemn event backfired on us
... no answer key for english questionnaire
... repeating the same lesson over and over again

and my only comment: "I'm happy for the students. I'm hopeful for them."

God lei, could you be any more blind??