trembling blue stars

I"m so far from being over you...

I'm not like them. I'm not like them. How it could be so easy for the two of you to find someone new just like that. And me? Gosh, i've been hung up over the same person for the past year or so. And yes, it's over. And what the hell, could there be anything more? I doubt it. Haven't I accepted that fact already? If I did, why is it so damn hard to move on and find someone new or please, just give it a rest.

For once, can I just be like them? Forget about it all, find someone new, find someone right now, get on with my life and not think of you every freaking minute of my life.

I don't want to be like this.