senseless wednesday

It's been a tiring day today. I got sick again, not enough people showed up for caroling, I didn't get to see the people who I wanted to see, too much food... Basically, everything fell short of my expectations.

Granted there were really good memories, but come on. If 10% of your day is shit, chances are you'll be thinking about that than the 90% good stuff.

Why do we expect so much? From ourselves, from other people? Why can't we just take things as they are? Why are we never content? Or we know we should be, but we aren't?

And then this is not helping. I'm being bratty again, like always (I'm bratty when I blog.. Yep look at me, I'm a brat). It's Christmas and nothing seems to be going right. Somehow all these things just seem to blow up in my face. I'm seriously hoping it's just for today.

I'm tired. I should go to bed.

You're leaving tomorrow. Yup, we'll see each other again, as we always do. Have fun! You're spoiling my family!