whether there's a little or a lotta alcohol. it still is alcohol. it's bout a moth before i say goodbye and i'm not yet sure if I'm ready for that just yet. So much has happened the past year and just when I have gotten used to them being there, suddenly, I'm about to say goodbye to all of it. Pfft. I don't know anymore. I get too emotionally attached people or things that I shouldn't be attached to. After this, I don't know. Maybe we'll all still be friends, maybe we won't. What can I say? Yey for emo ness. Blah