I seriously have to get myself out of this current funk I'm in. Gawd. I'm so bored with my life. Nothing seems to excite me anymore. It's such a struggle to wake up for school and to stay awake in class. Heck, I even started cutting class cause I had nothing to do. Which is rarely the case. I usually have a reason for cutting class, stupid reasons they may be (like watching a movie or eating out or something), but I never cut for nothing. (haha, justifying my cutting classes :P) Org(s) life? Errrr... Hahahaha.
Oh well, at least Urbandub gave me some sort of high Friday night. 6 songs. And I finally heard them perform Frailty. Prefer the album version though. But good times with Urbandub and kay, jaimar, nikkiboi, jenks and ally (the urbandub virgin. haha)
C'mon. Light my fire, beybeh. Gimme some life. Gimme some excitement.
Ooooh. Kimi on pole for the German Grand Prix. Goodie. :) C'mon, Mclaren, don't screw up.
Before I forget, I said the wrong thing last Friday during evening praise. We were talking about fears and I said the usual: not meeting expectations, career, family, snore, snore. It hit me that it was losing my passion for life that scares me. I feel like my internal supply of drugs is running out or I'm just living with its side effects. Haha. That's a horrible analogy. But gawd, can life be any more stagnant? I need something spontaneous, exciting.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
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