who knew I'd end up like this?

I'm an old soul unable to keep up with the changing times. What is it with me and being unable to accept change? I'm losing m grip on things and letting myself be run over.

No. I've always been open to ideas--to everything actually that I let you do what you want without any objection from me. And when I do, it sounds like I'm imposing everything on them. Hello. I listen to you, listen to me. Wait. Correction. You do listen, but here I am, fighting a losing battle.

I'm so used to getting my things my way. Welcome to the real world, Lei. Welcome to life. What took you so long?

God. I love what my friend wrote about in her blog. I love how sincere it is. I love the way she is able to grasp all her emotions and articulate them, that you feel its heartfeltness and sincerity. Something I'm never able to do. My feelings lack the clarity and depth that some people are just able to capture and put into words.